I'm trying so hard to focus on my closure but Harry Potter is distracting me. Haha.

Sheesh. 2008.

It has been a long dreadful year for me. I've learnt alot this year and especially this year, I learnt to pick up skills I never thought I would master and gained on friendships and relationships.

Let's start with family. I am proud of myself for being able to give up on my social life for my late mother. I do not regret missing out on any of those outings nor functions because honestly, nothing matters more to me than my mother. And nothing will ever matter more to me than her. Her illness has been a blessing in disguise in some ways for myself and my family. And I am more than thankful for everything that has happened, either good or bad. Yes. Because I still do believe everything happens for a reason.

Abang and Adik (: I am really very happy looking at the bond we have now. Quarrels are inevitable with us but that's what sticks us together, ironically. And I know I don't say this much but, I won't be able to do without you. I love you both very much despite being the irritants you both are. Hahaha.


And the above I believe strongly applies to our wonderful relationship. I did not see you as boyfriend material initially. Neither did I find you good looking. Hahaha. Hilmi my darling has been always attentive to me, especially through everything. You've been there by my side at Mama's last and final breath. You've been there through my nights at the hospital. And you've been there for every unhappy moment I had (: I'm glad I found you.


Norashikin Kamarolzaman! Kau baik punye kawan kau tau brape banyak aku sayang sama kau! Random calls and messages always work for us despite our busy schedules (: You're the one girlfriend I know I can always fall back on at any time. Hehehe. Wa banyak sayang samu lu babe!

Aju keju. Thank god your appeal fell through. Hahhaha. I'm a little bit sad looking at how the distance between us is slowly expanding. But you know no matter what, you'll always be my BCF. HAHA.

From the bottom of my heart, I thank everyone who has been rendering me the support and strength I need.

I went through alot this year. And I lead myself down some paths I never thought will be viable to me. But it's okay. Life's a wonderful learning experience. And on my plans to start afresh this 2009 and to leave everything else behind, I'm moving. I'm going to refrain myself from looking back but instead, to constantly look ahead and accept what has been kept instore for myself.

Good Bye Beautiful Trance. You've served me well. Haha.

Lots of love,
Siti Raudhah

"I'm sorry Ma'am but the only available phones are f480 and f800++"

NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! I WANT F700!!!!!!!!!!!


:(

Please do note that I do not fall in love with phones easily. And each time I fall in love with a phone, it's either no longer for sale or too pricey.

BULLSHIT.

Nice eh this Samsung Pixon. But I want it this way...

I think eh.. I'll just take the Samsung F700. Haha. Because I like the keypad and being an SMS person, that's the most important thing to me. Now that I've got Elise, camera functions are the list on my list. I just want a phone that's fast and speedy and something I'm comfortable with.

PAPPPAAAAA!!!

Update: EH HOW COME IT'S NOT SOLD IN SINGAPORE YET?? OR IS IT AN OLD PHONE???? I WANT THIS PHONNEEE!!!

After much unnecessary stress, Kak Yaya's finally married and more than happy. While us girls were talking in the kitchen with Kak Yaya, she suddenly zoned out and smiled when our conversation was far from funny. Hahahaha. It was then that Kak Dina pointed out she was smiling when she looked at Abg Aziz. HAHAHAHA. Happy or what!

The wedding was a succesful event with Mr. Sunshine being active till 5pm on Sunday. Alhamdullilah :)

Life's been so great for me, especially for today and the next few days :))

Rollin` good times baby!

Weddings are so fun! Because I get to dress up too! Heh heh!

After some last minute confirmation, the whole bunch of us got our lazy bums over to East Coast for Aju's 22nd.

Everything only fell in place and the fire got burning at around 9pm. For the few hours before that, we were just bathing in the sun and playing with the sand. After Aju buildup a mountain in hopes of creating a sandcastle, I realised that there were actual tools for that. Not just the plain ol' bucket and spade. Haha. We got punk'ed.

Celebration went on to midnight but I was gone by 10. Blame the stickyness of jumping and running around mimicking Phoebe. Hahaha. Good ol' times woman. Good ol' times.

There's so many more photos I'd like to publish but blogger's not cooperating :(

(Laughter's the best medicine)

I've watched only 3 episodes of Style Her Famous and am loving it!



I think I am for one, the type of person who can see myself getting all dolled up with heels and pretty tops or dresses but never put it to reality. Haha. Time to step out of that, ey?



EAST COAST TODAY! Rain rain go away little Raudhah wants to play.



Heh heh heh.

I LOVE YOU!

Honestly, you gotta stop burping like that. Hahaha. Yes I am doing this while you're getting changed next to meee. *spank*